Well I have finally decided to tell my kids that there father was moving and it came as no surprise to my oldest. Apparently she was invited to go ??? She has been throwing that in my face ever since she told me. I told her I personally dont want her to go and that I think it would be a mistake but once again dad fell though and has told her he can't afford a 3 bedroom so he is just taking his new family . I know what he makes and considering he doesn't pay child support he has more then enough to pay for a nice house. Oh well  another emotional desater I must clean up. My youngest didn't believe it at first but has so far not really reacted, once he moves it will be different.

On a good note my youngest is going a way to camp for a week {thought I hate not being able to tuck her in every night} WShe went last year and really enjoyed it.

well after 2 weeks without even a word from their father my youngest set out again this morning for her weekend. She has not returned. I guess all is forgiven and she has given him another chance. I don't get it, if I so much as forget to do something or have to brake a promise for good reasons, I am never forgiven. So why do they let him hurt them over and over again. My oldest daughter is the worse, she calls herself "Daddy's girl" yet he constantly lets her down. God forbid I do anything wrong!!! He is moving out of town so we will see what happens then. He hasn't told them yet.

Well all went well for the party and needless to say my daughter was shocked and excited with her lap top. We told her not to get to excited 'cuz we just used the only box we could find. She belived us and then saw it was really the cmp.  It was kind of sad thought 'cuz only one of her friends came. She had invited about 5 over a month before and no one booked off the time so they all worked..Oh well she enjoyed it anyways.

I am having a problem with my ex. He is refusing to pay child support and this weekend was his time but my daughter wanted to come to Ottawa with us for Canada day so when she went over today for her visit, he acutally told her she couldn't stay and closed the door on her. I was only home a few minutes when she came back in. She was so embarresed 'cuz there were people there and they saw him close the door on him, no to mention hurt. He is such a @#*$#. He is mad at me and he is taking it out on his 10 yr old daughter. I guess he figures he now has a new girlfriend and she has 2 daughters so as my youngest says" he forgot who's his girls are". I wish we could get along together bu the makes it impossible, and hurting the kids isnt the way to do it. Anyone out there with any suggestions on how to handle my childrens hurt feeling or try to 'work it out' with him , please let me know.

karen

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Hi all, I am sorry that I have taken so long to write in my blog. With Cheyanne moving home and all the changes has kept me so busy. To add to it my oldest daughter has just turned 16 and her sweet sixteen party is tomorrow. It has been in the works for about a month and so again that has had me tyed up. I do however check my site and all the posted blogs atleast 3 times a week so I haven't forgotted about my friends. I will also be getting to use my computer more as I have gotten my daughter a lap top for her birthday;;{shh..it's a secert}

My blessing to all my friends

karen

Well she has been home a few days now and although we have had our ups and down we are slowly adjusting. Tomorrow will be a big test as I have yet to get her in a school in town, I will have to driver to her old school in a different town about 45 mins away. T hat should be interesting , waking her early for school.

Even though we are still adjusting and like I said haveing our ups and downs, I wouldn't trade it for the whole. I have to keep reminding myself that she is in her room, in bed and my heart flutters each time I do think of it. It feel soooo great haveing her here .

So I hope we will have her in school here and both her and her sister will start soccar soon and it will be just like it was before .

Blessings to all

Karen